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So it turns out i'm drawing again >_<

I think I'd have to thank Thomas for that, asking for a particular thing and all. But now I'm just drawin people *shrugs*

They're okay imo

  • Listening to: Man! I feel like a woman - Shania Twain
  • Eating: Noodles!!
  • Drinking: Water....
Hopefully I'll have some creative urges soon. Gotta start work on my major project so I'll be backing work up onto here or at least the graphics that will possibly be needed.

Otherwise just goin through more pokemons.

And... pretty much nothin else :D
  • Watching: Ghost Town
Stopped  doing Pokemon for now, my tablet has gone and died on me. or at least doesn't work with this computer... even though I bought the tablet when i bout this computer... hmmm

Anyyway. yeah. Just fiddling and playing around with some random things (:

Woop de do...
  • Listening to: Sly - Two Shoes - Cat Empire
A long long while ago now, just before I got home. I recieved challenged (( well, after disagreeing I saw it as a challenge )) to draw all the pokemon. So..I am going to try.

If anyone wants a certain one can ask. This is mostly directed at one REALLY looks here xP
So whatever. But still offer is still there.

Here's hoping I can actually do that many pokemon! Wish me luck!!

- Scyther & Scizor
- Garchomp
- Feraligatr
- Psyduck
- Umbreon
- Ninetales and Vulpix
- Bulbasaur, Ivysaur and Venusaur
- Charmander, Charmeleon and Charizard
- Seel and Dewgong

Working On:
- Espeon
- Squirtle, Wortortle and Blastoise
- Growlith and Arcanine
  • Listening to: Make You Smile by +44
  • Reading: Inkdeath
  • Playing: Pokemon Pearl
  • Eating: Pasta~
  • Drinking: Tea
I am trying to use more...flash and illustrator..
like, use it to make things and such. I may have..uh..*looks away* uninstalled Photoshop accidentally. *runs*


and a massive thank you~<3

Check it out!… She drew a picture for me :heart:

I wish I could...y'know feature her, and show you some of her stuff, but i need a sub first S:

When I get one I'll do it! PROMISE :D
Aussie people out there..

you may have heard about that whole big deal about losing .. our free travel stuff..sign the petition thing, hopefully something will come out of it..i did
((( ctrl+f Kathleen )) that be me xDDD
but yeah anyways...

that's the link
  • Listening to: Siente - The Cat Empire
My style of drawing seems to have...changed.
I honestly like this one better, but I have been drawing and stuff in flash instead of...paper...or photoshop or whatever i ever used before. I like it. Hope you do too!

  • Listening to: Roadman - Smash Mouth
  • Reading: Gods Behaving Badly
Gonna be slow going, due to lack of ideas and...well...botheringness. But yeah. Stuff.
  • Listening to: My Completeness - Thirsty Merc
  • Reading: American Gods - Neil Gaiman
  • Drinking: Chai Tea Latte


Journal Entry: Mon Sep 29, 2008, 1:39 AM
Hmm, can you upload video's onto dA?

If so, the normal uploady way?


Is it really worth it?

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  • Listening to: Track 17 - Scrubs Season Four CD2
  • Reading: The Supernaturalists
  • Drinking: Chai Tea Latte


Journal Entry: Sun Sep 21, 2008, 6:01 AM
Shut Out

It is 11:00pm
going to wait till 11:11
and then shall leave everything still

Has anyone ever done that? just, wait for a time and then done nothing. at all.
Well, after this, that is what I'll be doing
Don't talk to me, don't do anything involving me because I will be way to busy doing nothing.

..I miss people..

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  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing


Journal Entry: Sat Sep 13, 2008, 11:19 PM

Why on earth is this weekend so slow?

it is only 4.16..

yesterday went by pretty fast, but i was having fun..and yet today i have busied myself in doing random crap and yet the time is crawling by.

and the weather! What is up with that?! it's like, coolish, HOT, wet and windy..


just a little whinge.

(( Hugs needed
  • Listening to: Strong Coffee - The Cat Empire


Journal Entry: Fri Aug 29, 2008, 1:45 AM
Just another Spaz

I took a photo~

(( Hugs needed
  • Listening to: Maybe Tomorrow - Stereophonics

Don't Bother

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 12, 2008, 5:56 AM
Just another Spaz

So yes, I am sitting at home, watching the ceiling not move and guess what. I am actually less bored than I was before. I think I have found a way to break boredom. Do you want to know what it is? Well even if you don't I will type it because it is another part of my boredom breaker.

Step One: Get REALLLY REALLLY BORED to the extent if you move you will be slightly less bored

Step Two: Move

Step Three: Get REALLY REALLLY BORED again!

Step Four: Having attempted to get really really bored, you have given yourself something to do which in turn makes you not bored so by trying to make your self bored you have successfully unboredered yourself. Smart isn't it?

Anyway yes, this will probably be posted on my MySpace Blog too, just because it is another attemp at not being bored.

Have anyone ever noticed how love is such a retarded thing. There are just too many forms of it, personally I only ever experiance the platonic kind, and I am happier because I do. And to those who experiance the more plutonic love CONGRATULATIONS! and I hope everything goes well. I just don't understand how. Like how can you get to that point without wanting to escape and start again. Sure this is just another part of my comittaphobia but it is still a legit question is it not?

I am amazed that this isn't actually a spazzy journal entry more of a meal or mental thought.  Looking at the random different texturs within your wall can make someone think too hard, and in this case that would be me. There has been more than one occasion in which I have thought much too deeply into something.

I remember this one time where I did think far too much, and all that came out of it was a rather depressing day, where I just couldn't stop thinking about everything I saw. I forgot how to just look and take in a bit and enjoy what I have. Which for me is quite a major thing.

This will probably turn out to be another time for way to much thinking but hey..

Anyways I was trying to figure out why I wasn't hungry..I havn't been actually hungry for about 3 weeks now.. maybe more..I think it might be because I am in a phase where food just isn't all that is a very scary thought. I have a slight phobia of becoming too skinny D:
Yes most girls, want to lose weight and become a fit sexy child..i want my food, my winter weight and my curves. I just don't have the need for food. I can eat when I am not hungry, I do it so often to keep up appearances and such but it is getting harder and harder to eat as much. Is it possible to just reach a limit of food consumption?
My parents keep asking me to eat dinner, like I havn't eaten dinner today for instance, and my lunches are becoming smaller and so are my recess stuff..
An entire large paragraph dedicated to food...Wow, and what's more is that there is so much more going on in my brain that I just can't even start to explain.

Have you ever noticed how when trying to write things down it is easier when you know no-one will read it, and not read it because they don't think that you will post it but when you do know that people read it it is harder to write what you really think? Yes well I know that basically no-one reads these so that is okay.

And to you Mr Reader, I don't mind if you read this but due to circumstance I don't think you will anymore.

Oh and DA Reader. You are odd to have read this far


all in all i figure this isn't even a very long blog/journal thing. More of a thing people see who wrote it and go, nupe she is just going to go on on and on about "rainbows and lollypops" thanks. I am not being mean or even ungrateful to those who told me that is what my mind must be like, because sometimes it is. Sometimes, usually when I am around my really good friends it is so hard to not be like that. I mean how can you not be happy for everything when around those you love? It isn't physically shouldn't be physically possible. Again there is that word. Love. Such a difficult word. Such a small word. Confusing not even worth confuzzling me just plain old confusing.

I need to stop this spiel before I end up gloomy tomorrow. That wouldn't be so grand. Don't you just hate the feeling of hopelessness?

I want a hug.

(( Hugs needed
  • Listening to: Weapon - Matthew Good Band


Journal Entry: Sat Aug 9, 2008, 5:10 AM
So Bored at the moment

I want to draw something but haven't got any ideas so I plan to lie here on my back till tomorrow. sound good? i thought so too.

Wow..i sound like i am talking to a wall as if the wall should respond but it won't because it is a wall..and well i am not really talking to a wall..cause..i just am not.

bleh my brain is spazzing incoherently but i guess it never really should be able to be understood if that makes any sense..
yes i am this bored.

no i will not become border
why? cause i don't think it is possible

see what i mean..not possible


oh wait. it is. i am now officially more bored than i was before

  • Listening to: The Wine Song

Sister Birthday

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 2, 2008, 5:25 AM
It's my sister's birthday today

:iconkyuubifiednaruto: that's her page, go check it out eh?

She just turned 15 and now it is as if she is only a year younger than me Dx

but just wait sooon it will back to a two year difference xP

oh well

just a Happy Birthday Girl! Hope you had a good day and enjoyed your presents.

~Gotta Hope~
  • Listening to: Stupid Mario Brothers
  • Eating: Pasta
  • Drinking: Wine


Journal Entry: Sun Jul 27, 2008, 7:11 AM
What am I supposed to do??

Right well.. sleep is eluding me at the moment attempting sleep because my body is tired but my mind won't shut up!!
I have drawn and coloured a picture I am over...don't have the ideas to do another drawing.. bored..nothing to do, no one to talk to.
Have to wake up early tomorrow for an 8.30 start and well I just don't have the energy for all that jazz. Horrific I know! I just said All that Jazz >.<"


Yes that is an actual possible sound.
See!! I am so bored I am typing out sounds. There has to be a way to fix this feeling of utter uselessness..

Damn mid-afternoon naps stopping me from sleeping at night!!

~Gotta Hope~
  • Listening to: Science Facts Are Useful by Tripod
  • Playing: Freecell
  • Eating: Zappo
  • Drinking: MiZone

Did Y'all Do Anything?

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 26, 2008, 11:01 PM
National Tree Day

It was great!~

We went to Lane Cove National Park and planted looads of trees!
so fuN!!

wahhh~ still coming down from the complete excitement of being able to contribute more.

There is still an entire day! GO PLANT SOMETHING!!!!

~Gotta Hope~


Journal Entry: Fri Jul 25, 2008, 10:59 PM
Rosewood Secret!

HOMG! IT WAS SO AWESOME! like everything was completly original and it was extreemly


and then like it was only on for one night Dx
if it was on again I would so see it. But OHMYGOD sooo good

ahhh..yeahs but praise to julz sylv n nik the talent *HUGS*

~Gotta Hope~

Check It Out!~

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 23, 2008, 6:24 AM
My friends from my old school have written a musical thing, all the music is orignal and stuff! Way Cool!~

If you are free you should totally come!

Date: 25-Jul-2008

Time: 7:30pm

Venue: Gillian Moore Centre for Performing Arts, Pymble Ladies' College, Avon Rd, Pymble

The Rosewood Secret: A New Musical
Book, music and lyrics by three of Pymble's Year 11 students, Sylvia Lim, Nicole Nahm and Julienne Orcullo

Family-fun one-act musical with a fresh and edgy, new score for everybody to enjoy - created from the ground up by new student talent.

7:30pm Friday 25th July 2008
Profits go to the Merry Makers Australia

The cast, crew and instrumentalists consist of students from Pymble Ladies' College, Barker College, St Aloysius and The Sydney Conservatorium of Music.

Cost: $10 (at the door 1 hour prior to commencement of show)

Booking Enquiries: 02 9855 7710 or

~Gotta Hope~